They warned me there'd be practices where I felt lousy, and last night was one of them. I couldn't seem to do anything right, I kept feeling self-conscious that others (e.g. Tony Hawk) were watching, and I just felt so far behind everyone else-- even the "new" newbies!!
I'm determined to get better. I want to go trail skating, and thankfully it's stopped raining... however I have so many things needing to be done that I can't justify taking the time.
Robbing Peter to pay Paul leaves lots of debts unpaid. I am not feeling successful in any area of life right now. I'll quit this whiny post and come back later with some more derbsperation!
P.S. On a brighter note... Tony said "Thank you" when I held the door open for her! Lucy says it doesn't count since even strangers do this, but I am chalking it up to SUCCESS! Point TWO for me, zilch for Lucy.
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